rewind, please?

I’ve got no idea where to start. One experience, one memory, one mistake done that no one, could help me delete, refund ….whatever word in the dictionary there is. Mess…Big farking mess. For every thrust I could remember, it wasn’t pleasant. Now thinking of it all, I HATE it. An effing big mess. It was an act of utter impulse. Humans! Never stop to think what actions we take would lead to certain results. Effing regret it! No one would understand because you simply won’t unless you’re in this situation.  You grabbed me into the situation due to certain circumstances…and I stupidly, never stop to even think once and just said “Alright”. HANIS?!?!!? Are you stupid or just farking plain DUMB?!?!?!?! I’ve just dug my own grave….but I don’t want to lie in it…I don’t want to be laid in it either…Lost, Stuck, Clueless………

~ by honeysss on June 14, 2009.